Has anyone read the book Absense From Felicity by Ken Wapnick about Helen Shuchman? I'm only on page 110 and so far I am finding it to be a fascinating book about Helen and what is so far the events of her life that is leading up to the course. For some reason I'm even getting a deeper sense of a deeper meaning of the course by reading what I have read so far.
Her dreams that she kept record of are pretty amazing. Speaking of which, has anyone had a course related dream? Meaning anything that you think that is related to the course whether directly or indirectly.
I mentioned a dream on Deborah's blog not too long ago that I had that I was dreaming that I was dreaming and in the dream within the dream, I was walking around somewhere. I'm not sure where, but I was just walking aimlessly. Suddenly a very loud 3 dimensional voice that seemed to not only be in my head but all around me was telling me something about the course. It seemed very important so I was looking for something to write it down before I forgot it. I couldn't find anything and I became in a panic.
I then woke up from the dream within the dream. In this continuation of the dream I thought I was awake and I jumped out of bed looking for a pen and paper in a panic while repeating what I remembered over and over so that I wouldn't forget it. Yet I couldn't find a pen or paper anywhere in my house and again started to panic.
I then woke up to my waking dream of reality and could not remember anything except the nagging feeling that it was important.
But you know how dreams are. It could have saidsomething like, "op89375yt9uhfre nvekjvn dafvkjlfvj[IOFVJH[IOVJFVKDNA;F" Which just seemed important in the dream LOL.